Oh my god. Yeah, I don’t really know.

I did really like Logan at first. You know, before he started to get a little controlling, a little manipulative. Don’t dangle helping me find my siblings over my head and tell me to jump for it. After Manticore burned to the ground and we found out about the virus, things just became strained. Far too strained, really, and it felt like it was more work than pleasure between the two of us. I wasn’t happy, he was obsessed, I was desperate to find a cure, he practically using me for all of his work. It just got old, I suppose?

I really didn’t break things off the way I should have with him. Up and disappearing, not returning his calls, all that, probably could have been done differently. But I’ve been told I’m not exactly stellar with relationships, so I suppose that’s all par for the course.

Now Alec, on the other hand.

I like Alec, I really do. Hell, I like the majority of good looking men as long as they’re not trying to kill me and they can shut their mouths at the right time. But Alec can be frustrating. Both because he reminds me of Ben and because he reminds me of myself before Manticore hauled me off again. 

Alec and I have this sort of stupid playground children relationship. Or, at least, that’s what everyone tells me. That whole harassing and insulting each other because you’re cool with each other kind of thing? I think that’s what it is. It just frustrates me sometimes because either we’re both completely on the same wavelength and we can get shit done with no issues or problems, or we’re completely off it and we’re at each others’ throats, throwing insults and telling each other how much we hate one another.

When we’re ‘on’, things are great. When we’re ‘off’, I want to tie him up and leave him in the woods somewhere until he stops being a twat.